hmmmm

well it appears i've taken a few days off.. lol.. i wish.. just been too busy at work to blog.. someting is wrong with that picture isn't it.. oh well..

life is suppose to be complicated.. if it was easy then it wouldn't be any fun i suppose.. i went to my first doctors appt about weight management.. what fun that was.. Nat Nat got bored way to quickly.. i'll have to have mom pick her up next time.. but i did talk to the PA and then they took some blood - 5 fricken vials! oh well.. i only have a small bruise so she did a good job.. Nataleigh kept looking at the nurse like 'and what do you think you're doin to my mommy?'.. it was too cute! i have to go back next week for a follow-up on the labs.. then she's going to put me on a diet and maybe some diet pills.. yay for that :( i want to have weight loss surgery but according to my health insurance i have to have a supervised plan with my doctor for 6 months.. i should have started this in May.. then i'd be ready by November or December.. now i'll have to wait until after tax season.. yay for that.. which means i have to now wait 9 months.. let's just keep putting my life on hold to make everyone elses easier.. ugh..

oh well.. there is a new procedure that is completely different.. i wouldn't miss much work - maybe 2 days.. and then maybe i could go ahead and get this done.. i've got to do something.. if it were up to me i'd have it done TOMORROW!.. but it's not so anyway..

movin on.. it's 4:40 and i'll be outta here in 20 minutes.. i'm so ready to go.. i just want to go home and spend some time with my little one.. mom thinks i should stop visiting with Troy's parents every night.. i think they enjoy seeing Nataleigh.. i don't leave her with them we just visit - she plays and they watch her and laugh.. i'm not going to quit.. we may start staying for shorter periods of time but i still think she needs to spend as much time with them as she can.. i would have loved to be able to do that as a child..

time to get back to work.. for the next 15 minutes anyway.. good evening all!!