Monday, August 17, 2009

wondering

i'm wondering if this is worth the effort.. all i hear from everyone is that i'm wasting time.. oh well.. but i do think it's good for me to help me remember things.. my memory sucks so any extra help would be good.. i just get tired of the drama..

*sigh* most blogs i read are people sharing information on important issues or things they're working on or interested in - my blogs are personal vent sessions.. it is nice to know that someone is reading them.. but does anyone have to read about me to make me feel validated? not really..

i just wonder if there is any hope of me ever being truly happy with my life.. i don't like my job.. my family gets on my nerves.. other than Nat Nat.. she's my angel :) i'm financially unstable.. i just don't know.. i just need something and am not sure where to find it..

1 comment:

  1. I believe we all have periods of discontent in our life. Actually, this is it - this is the card hand of life we've been dealt, so we have to play it the best we can. We only get one shot at it, so I learn to make the best. I get my hope from above.

    You're right, don't listen to people telling you that you're wasting your time. If this is something you enjoy doing, do it! I enjoy visiting your blog.

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